"No eye pitied you, to do any of these things for you, to have compassion on you; but you were thrown out into the open field, when you yourself were loathed on the day you were born. “And when I passed by you and saw you struggling in your own blood, I said to you in your blood, ‘Live!’ Yes, I said to you in your blood, ‘Live!’ I made you thrive like a plant in the field; and you grew, matured, and became very beautiful. Your breasts were formed, your hair grew, but you were naked and bare. “When I passed by you again and looked upon you, indeed your time was the time of love; so I spread My wing over you and covered your nakedness. Yes, I swore an oath to you and entered into a covenant with you, and you became Mine,” says the Lord GOD".
Ezekiel 16: 5-8

I absolutely love being rejuvenated.
Christ does amazing things.
Both instantly and steadily.
It's like walking out of water.
Or more like standing still,
and having the water drain down
from your head to your feet.

At this very moment i feel whole.
I feel pastel
I feel fervent
I feel freedom
I feel like sarah
I feel arduous
I feel my open eyes
I feel like His
I feel like crying.

"I've been waiting for you
I've been created for you."

Lord, be with my otter.

It's bizarre.
Three years ago i felt completely different.
I stared more.
God has worked me.
Now all i need to do
is give a hug.
Everything won't be all better.
But it's the start to getting there.

How can He love so much?
I've never known so much love.
I could never understand it.
But He worked me.

I took a little trip
It definitely made me sit back down on my floor
and think about the past
and the future.

I just walked into my room, turned on the heater
and it smelled like Lavender Blue Dilly Dilly.

I guess no one would know what that means but me.
But i loved it. Good memories. Good Song.